Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Lost Story #NOSTALGIA

Nostalgia…
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t times things are done. You cannot change it but you can always to mend it. Aporia rules over me. Nostalgia inside me is a dichotomy an enigma. Well, I’m not an actor I’m not a star but a strange nostalgia feels like curtains finally closing, very entertaining but it’s over now.
Euphoria of life was amazing. It was indeed a frison, a halcyon, joie-de-vivre or dolce vita. Even my odds were out it was giving sparks at its best. They called themselves as an assembly of “Wild Guys”.  My rusty peers . Days passed by in an emphatic  fashion. Days we had, songs we sang together will implant yearning memories. Nothing will last forever so will our epoch. Picture prefect memories will grow nostalgia even deeper. If I could read their imagination I would have told how they felt. Time will occasionally tour us in a no man’s land. Choosing the right path is a difficult task, to endure is like biting a bullet, to conquer is a Herculean task. It’s not surprising that how some people would take chance and entourage. When reflex fails to respond things could go wrong in a fell in a nasty way. Life always gives a next chance. It does not necessarily meant to be schizophrenia. Not every goal will be fulfilled. Not every relationship will endure. Not every hope will come to pass. Not every love will last. Not every endeavor will be completed. Not every dream will be realized. Sometimes things happen to you that may be some painful, horrible and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. At difficult times it is important that we give up things or prefer escapism. How evergreen is oleander, it is still a poisonous.
Chapters will change like ebbed movements of a sea. Good times and bad times both won’t last forever. You will meet people who affect your life. It is also true that some people are the only exception. They will be the chapters of your life. The success and downfalls you experience help to create who you are and who you become. I thought I would conquer the splendid and celestial thing. Perhaps, I was patronized. Maybe I was hapless. No more contemporary folly game because it did not use to happen before. I believe everything happens for a reason. Somewhere in everyone’s’ life this happens in different ways. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you, but because in a way they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
Illness, injury, love lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable but dull and pointless. Well, I didn’t have to bother much about this. Someone was there to hold my hands, to inspire me, making me dream, comfort, made several reasons for living. Nostalgia is a yearning memory because I am used to treasure every moment. Eventually, I figured out that to love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of the existence. If only you could believe in yourself it would be easier for others to believe in you. You could expect the people around you start to feel peace and grace in you. It was necessary to come down to lofty imagination of life and embrace life. You may have suffered but you must have seen the light. You haven’t lived if you could not figure out light. You are richer today if you have laughed, given or forgiven. Tell yourself you are a great individual. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets. Don’t be afraid to be the best. Explore new horizons, step out of comfort zone and enter to courage zone. Make striking difference. It is our thoughts which guide our actions, mold our character and shape our destiny.
Yesterday was by-gone, actions count today, nostalgia wont be an excuse tomorrow. Life gives better as time passes. It is a array of bittersweet memories. New chapters will unfold. People, places and occasions will change.
In this battle of life Nostalgia wins but I ain’t defeated.
Au Revoir !!!!!!!
WERAZ




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